Is it possible to go too far? I never thought I'd ask that, I've always been the quiet awkward girl that never bothered to do anything in fear of pain. Emotional pain. Tonight.. I went too far. And it hurt, it didn't while in the process, but then after we felt guilty, and after a long discussion about how what we were doing was wrong, we're taking a break. Am I okay with it? I guess in some senses I needed time off to focus on God, so that's good, but is it going to be easy bouncing back? No sir. This is going to be one of the most strenuous long painful journies of my life. My heart tells me I'm going to be alone on this journey too.
Even blogging this is tugging at my heart strings. See you all later, I won't be mentally stable for a while.